Monday, November 25, 2013

I'm scared

Hello blog world.  Well I suppose this is the thing to do.  I have kids so I guess that qualifies me to start a blog...  
but I'm scared.  

I've thought about doing this for a while...  I mean I have 2 kids - so where have I been? 

Hiding, pondering, and avoiding.  

ok a blog... what will I write about?  My life is not that interesting.  I really do not think anyone will want to read about my day.  


Avoiding... I guess people write about life lessons and passions.  I feel like I've lost all that in the business of life.  I'm sooo good at distracting myself -- I avoid self-reflection. 


Self-reflection was the "college Carly" who had time to lay in the grass and take walks and think and dream.  


Now I am  the "mom / teacher Carly"  with a constant to-do list in my mind.  



geez A blog might just force me - to face me.... hmmm I'll think about it some more.....